A letter I write to myself when doubt starts to creep in
Dear me,
I’m writing this for those days when it feels like everything is working… except you.
Even though I know I’m going through an intuitive vision process, there are moments when my confidence wobbles and those rather annoying doubts start to show up.
You know the one, right? The mind with its favourite lines:
— Others can do it.
— You can’t.
— You’re not capable.
— Maybe this just isn’t for you.
(The mind doesn’t just “get in the way”. It can put together an entire movie — dramatic soundtrack included.)
That voice tends to appear when expectations aren’t met.
Or when you get that strange feeling that something is slightly off, even though everything looks perfectly normal from the outside.
And I want to remind you of something, calmly: Not everything that isn’t visible is going wrong.
The invisible part of an intuitive vision process
Do you remember when those meditations started to appear in your life?
Something very strange was happening. Your body moved. Something was activating. But you didn’t feel anything clearly. Nothing. And that’s unsettling.
When you work with perception and intuitive vision, what matters most is often not the spectacular experiences, but what quietly begins to take shape from the inside.
Until one day, the chest thing began. That swirling sensation. That warmth that made it feel as if your heart might jump out. As if something inside was spinning.
Even that internal sound that made you think: “Am I the only one hearing this?” (…yes, it was you.) And still, you doubted.
It happened with every energy centre. One by one. And it wasn’t immediate. It didn’t happen during some magical three-day retreat.
It took 16 months.
Sixteen months of simple consistency — of continuing to knock on the door without knowing exactly when it would open.There were no guarantees. No spectacular signs. Just the inner sense that if you kept knocking, that day would come.
And it did.
Not because you forced anything. Not because you pushed yourself beyond what you could give. But because the body needed its own time to understand, integrate, and open.
And when it finally happened, you remembered those sincere words from Joe Dispenza — not as some magical promise someone had made, but as something that finally made sense in your own experience.
Allow yourself to receive letters from someone who loves you and wants the best for you. Even if that person is you. With love, your self in process.
Doubt is also part of the process
Developing intuitive vision isn’t like flipping a switch. It’s an inner maturation process that needs time, consistency, and trust.
And doubt, uncomfortable as it may be, is also part of the path.
So if today you doubt, breathe. If today something feels like it’s not how it “should” be, don’t turn it into a verdict.
Sometimes it’s not off. It’s just maturing. With love (and a little more patience), me.
If you are going through your own process and need support, you can learn more about intuitive vision sessions here.
